going on, and so many things I need to get. But I want to stay curled
up in this sunny spot on my bed with talk radio playing quietly in the
kitchen.
Last night I had an unsettling experience made more unsettling this
morning. My sanity, and memory are being called into question.
I know I make a load of stupid mistakes. But this, if I am wrong is
very hurtful to somebody else.
I hope, for the sake of the situation, that I am wrong.
But that would make me probably crazy. Like, for real.
So I will think about christmas lights. I will remember driving in the
car, competing with Sara and Jonathan how many sets of lights we could
see. Our parents made us count quietly to ourselves. Sara always
counted the most. She probably cheated.
We always accuse her of cheating, but I don't think she really did.
She's actually very smart and was able to figure things out faster
than the rest of us.
Sorry Sara, for teasing you about cheating.
I used to keep a string of blue christmas lights in my room because of
a Weakerthan's song. Now I hate the blue ones most of all. Those LED
lights make me feel carsick and woozy when I look at them.
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